andrew and esther *
Monday, September 25, 2006 <3 i dont want a dead end to this road
SUPPPRPISSEEE!!
finally i'm here to blog!
yes, ME the GREAT one; Andrew's second gf =x
couldnt bear the temptation to blog about how unbelievably wonderful life is with Andrew
*grins*
oh yes!
i've got to thank Andrew for sacrificing almost 3days out of his 5rest days to help me
first he taught me differentiation and integration
than he helped me re-format my home computer!
and re-install all the programs needed
that really took up alot of his time!
feel so bad
yeaa and since then my comp's so much better :)
yups, his prelims are over.
and not much time is left towards the As, so jiayou dear!
and i'm proud of him!!
he did well, not bad for the prelims
and i dunno, just feel really glad and proud lor =p
im afraid when it comes to my turn, id screw it all up
even though im always demanding from him such good results =x
well, Andrew is just different, yknow?
i never have to worry about him not studying or not doing his hmewrk, ever
worry about him being lazy or neglecting his studies over other things like me
=x (hmm okay, do i sound like a mother here or what)
like how he always has to for me..
whether i've fallen aslp halfway while studying
doing out my study timetable
being at the other side of the phone to answer my questions
so much more..
when i was so crushed at not being able to do Math properly, he was there to encourage and offer help
there to comfort and give me confidence when i worried like mad over GPpaper
thanks dear. there would never be anyone like you, NEVER.
come to think of these past few 8mnths or so,
[although i have always been worried that the flame would eventually die out]
it only seems to get better and better and better
everyday just touches my heart deeper and deeper,
every moment spent is cherished more and more,
every action, every word, every smile;
form Good Morning to Good night..never fails to remind me how lucky i am
really.
it's really comforting and heart warming to know that there is always someone out there who deeply cares about me,
who loves me,
and wouldnt stop at anything just to see me or make me happy.
To know that there's someone who is able to understand me
and when all things are against me, and it seems that no one understands what i'm going through,
i know i have my dear to rely on and to turn to.
someone who would wipe my tears or lend a shoulder to cry on
[that crying to myself would a thing never to be heard of again.]
to just have a person who loves me just as much as i love him too =)
i still cannot accept the fact tht ive got such a great guy as my boyfriend
i love his confidence and charisma
and i love how he laughs so easily and ticklishly
how he is unafraid of expressing himself and showing his chilidsh, mature or crappy side
how he does things so systematically and organised
how he is always so awfully SWEET!
and so many indescribables..!
not for now of course, but for the future whchc still stretches out so long and wide before me
what the future may hold, i dont know
but i'm sure i don't ever want to let go...EVER.
you re the best thing that happened to me
everyday is a miracle with you.
and like i'd say:
i love love love love love you a hundred million trillion kazillion funnybunnyhippopoliions itsy bitsy teenyweeny yellow polka dot pieces loads!!
haha.
ME.
neveralone ;8:44 PM
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